GOD DOESNT WANT GREAT PASTORS OR PREACHERRS, HE DOESNT CARE HOW BIG YOUR MINISTRY OR YOUR CHURCH IS AND HE IS NOT LOOKING FOR HOW MANY MIRACLES YOU HAVE DONE OR YOU PRAYED OR FASTED 24/7. NO NO NO !!!
HE’S LOOKING FOR SOMONE WHO’S SAYING “ LORD HERE I AM USE ME.... IT WONT STOP THERE ....
HERE I SHARE MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE....
THERE WERE MANY TIMES GOD TOLD ME TO DO THIS AND THAT AND IT SOUNDED VERY WIERD AND STRANGE TO ME COZ THEY WERE JUST UNUSUAL THINGS OR NEW OR THE THINGS THAT ARE JUST AGAINST MY BELIEFS AND PRINCIPLES OF LIFE , FAMILY CULTURE ETC. NOW GOD PUT ME IN A SITUATION WHERE HE LEFT ME NO OPTION !!! YES NO OPTION HE CLOSED EVERY DOOR , JUST SHUT IT AND THERE’S ONLY ONE DOOR WHICH WAS IS TO DO WHAT “ HE WANTS” WHICH I WAS NOT READY TO DO AND KEPT IGNORING IT FOR A LONGTIME AND SAID OH DAD PLEASE CAN YOU LEAVE IT !!! AS I FELT I JUST CANT DO IT. NOW HE SAYS “JUST DO WHAT I SAY” !!!!
U SEE THIS IS A VERY REBELLIOUS GENERATION ,MEANING THEY DON’T WANT TO HEAR OR DO WHAT GOD SAYS OR WANTS BUT THEY WANT TO HEAR FROM GOD THAT ONLY SOOTHES THEIR HEARTS AND AWWW THEM INSTEAD OF HAVING THE FEAR TOWARD THE MOST HIGH THEY SAY OUT OF PRIDE “ OH JESUS WILL FORGIVE ME “ WHEN YOU, A SO CALLED SERVANT OF GOD IS IGNORING THE WORD AND THE WILL OF GOD FOR YOUR LIFE YOU ARE DOING A TERRIBLE “ SIN “ THAN EVER.
I WAS SHOCKED AND CHOKED KNOWING I WASN’T REALLY DOING THE WILL OF GOD WHICH LEFT ME DOING THINGS THAT WERE INFLUENCED BY THE ENEMY AND BLINDED ME AND KEPT ME DOING MY WILL MAKING ME BELIEVE THAT IT WAS GODS WILL.
AS THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD GRIEVED AND WENT SO FAR AWAY THAT I WAS BLIND BUT THIS IS WHAT THE LOVE OF JESUS IS. HE SAID AND SAYS EVEN NOW “ENOUGH I CANT LEAVE MY CHILD TO THE ENEMY ANYMORE !!! “ THOUGH HE WAS VERY VERY UPSET WITH ME FOR MY FALLING AS I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO HIS WORD TO HIS VOICE OR TO HIS SPIRIT. WHATEVER YOU DO IF IT IS NOT THE WILL OF GOD THATS NOT FOR GOD AND ITS AGAINST GOD. JUST AS THE SCRIPTURE SAYS THE FLESHLY THINGS GIVE BIRTH TO FLESH AND YOU CANT SAY IT IS GIVING BIRTH TO SPIRITUAL THINGS. YOU JUST MESSED IT UP HORRIBLY BUT JESUS IS A FAITHFULLY AWESOME GOD THAT SAYS I WILL ESTABLISH MY WORD BECAUSE IT IS ME WHO CHOSE YOU AND I FEEL HE IS ACCOUNTABLE TO FATHER FOR THE FULFILMENT OF THE WORD IN HIS ANOINTED AND APPOINTED PEOPLE.
AND HE JUMPED IN THE SCENE FROM NOWHERE JUST APPEARED AND JUST RESTORED MY SPIRITUAL SIGHT LIKE A MIRACLE JUST THAT MOMENT IT BECAME TO ME VERY CLEAR WHAT GOD WAS WANTING. NOW I SAID LORD USE ME BUT IT DIDNT STOP HERE IT ACTUALLY STARTED HERE. AM STILL UNDER OBSERVATION FOR OBEDIENCE AND AM GRATEFUL TO THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD THAT ALONE IS HELPING ME TO BE A FAITHFUL SERVANT IF NOT A PERFECT ONE. THIS IS A TEST TIME GUYS BE PREPARED AND YOU SHALL HAVE REWARDS FROM THE KING. AMEN !!!
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